Here's what I wrote in Xanga:
oh-kay.....got scolded again....no idea why...ah well, not as bad as yesterday. Anywaiz, I was tired today. No idea why. Probrably cause of my insomnia during the night that had kept me awake...anyway, my depression hit me once more full time. Why is it that it always chooses the time when I'm supposed to teach to actually happen??? I dunno...I guess it's cause of the stress I'm having at home. My mum just doesn't understand how important the internet is for me..yeah yeah..it's for me to socalise...but at least it's a way to pour out my troubled heart in this blog as well to my friends. Well, better than making phone calls anyway. Ahh...currently wondering how long am I going to last before I break out...Ahh....headache again.....just like yesterday....panadol....where art thou???

addition: I'm now worried about both my dad and mum. I dunno...somehow I only succeed into gettingon their nerves....what's wrong with me???